I used to think about this a lot when I was a teenager, especially after my parents lost almost all their money and racked up a 6-figure debt before I even finished high school.
Back then, I wanted so badly to go back to a time when money was easily available and I could buy anything that I wanted.
Eventually, I learned to be content with whatever situation I was in.
Today, I really don't feel like going anywhere. I'm happy here, in this moment.