I have, the truth is as a human being I try to maintain a constant balance in my life always having to smile and act normal at my working place and all is certainly not well. Most times I have psycological problems which involves me being afraid of the future, afraid that I may continue to be be poor or not have enough money to raise a family or that my present condition will only get worse and worst.
In life most people do not care if you have a problem neither do they care if you are in pain or not, so the best thing to do will be to act normal, because if you don't people will pity you and the irony is that they won't even help you.
I've always tried to stay cheerful and smile even in the most terrible times in my life just because being sad, crying and being broody will not help infact it will attract the pity of people. That's why when I get to my working place, I act normal and cheerful even when I'm sad, because I want to be strong and maintain a certain equilibrium in my life at all Cost, even when it seems very difficult